Okay so I was like shopping today. Had to buy food of course. I make my way to a particular area and I see this guy I know from school. Now I don't talk to him much even though I want to. Ever get that like butterfly feeling? That's what I felt. I wanted to go over and like say hi but he was working and I don't know him as well as I'd want to. Hell I'm not even sure if he's into guys or whatever. Ugh it would be so much easier if we had like special buttons or something lol. I was so broken up about it for some reason. Normally I don't let stuff like that bother me at all. It's not worth it, I don't mind being single but I just I dunno. I think this guy could/is really special. I normally think guys are hot or whatever but not this butterfly feeling. Makes me sad to think I could be wasting my time.